life, or something like it

I’m not sure if this is life, or if it’s a whirlwind. Maybe life is synonomous with whirlwind… sort of like Dorothy’s tornado. Except instead of taking me to Oz, my whirwind has swept me through buying a house, moving, getting married, and right into pregnancy. How many people can say that they conceived on their wedding night in Las Vegas? Maybe more than I would even believe. But it’s true… it does happen. What a crazy two and a half months it has been.

Trying to come to terms with being pregnant has not been easy. Quite the surprise, it was. With two kids in high school, it wasn’t even close to being on my radar. So, it’s been a journey thus far, and I’m only 8 weeks along the path. But the best things in life often come when we least expect them, so I’m trusting that all is going along as it should be.

In addition to that, I’m still trying to figure out where I’m going in general. I’m not satisfied with the current state of ME. I’m not doing what I’m supposed to be doing, that much I know. But what I *am* supposed to be doing? Well, that is where I’m clueless. I just simply know that I’m not doing it.

But I’ll get there. Somehow, some way.
Faith and trust.